Plain English summary
Introduction
Methods
Qualitative approach and research paradigm
Researcher characteristics
Context
Sampling strategy and ethical issues
Data collection methods, instruments and data processing
Data analysis
Results
Demographics | Number of participants | |
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UK | NL | |
Gender | ||
Female | 5 | 4 |
Male | 5 | 6 |
Age range | ||
18–30 years | 0 | 1 |
31–40 years | 5 | 1 |
41–50 years | 3 | 2 |
51- 60 years | 1 | 4 |
≥ 61 years | 1 | 2 |
Duration of diagnosis | ||
0–24 months | 6 | 4 |
25–48 months | 1 | 2 |
> 48 months | 3 | 4 |
Number of previous procedures | ||
0–1 | 6 | 6 |
2–4 | 4 | 4 |
> 4 | 0 | 0 |
Theme | Subtheme | Quote |
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Physical symptoms | Pain | “It was very painful on and off. And it was debilitating in that it stopped you from, like I say, sitting for periods of time or walking far or whatever” UK 4 |
“Pain I can't say like that, more uncomfortable. Pain has to be more intense. It was uncomfortable in itself. It was always there…” NL 1 | ||
Discharge | “Sometimes I get loads and loads of drainage and then another day I might not have a lot but then I’ll be agony that night and then the next morning I’ve got loads again. So I don’t know if it’s where it’s starting to build up and then comes back down or what but yeah sometimes I remember in the early days thinking I would rather have an abscess than this because I remember feeling well this is just awful.” UK 10 | |
Systemic symptoms | “So, initial stages were just I’d got a fever type thing so high temperature, just feeling generally tired and unwell.” UK 7 | |
“Restless, no energy, sometimes I had a fever.” NL 3 | ||
Abscess | “So that part, the whole thing was constantly abscessing so that was a problem that give me so much pain like I said in the cycle of three months. For two, three weeks I just can’t do anything. I have to have another surgery to have the abscess drained.” UK 2 | |
“Well, that's going to heal, and then another abscess came and that's been repeated a number of times.” NL 1 | ||
Understanding the condition | Diagnosis | “Not at first, he thought it might be a hair follicle that's a little irritated and we actually kept it on that as well. He said, "I can't find anything serious." But at some point, you feel, something's not right. It must be something else, so you'll tell me to go to the hospital for, yes, how do you say that, a second opinion.” NL 2 |
“It felt like I was really… In a way I was relieved that I finally knew what was happening and for once I felt like he was saying to me, it’s this, it’s connected to there, we need to do this to drain it. And I remember sat there thinking oh somebody actually knows what it is now.” UK 10 | ||
Information from healthcare professionals | “But the surgeon who was dealing with me she was very much of the philosophy of don’t worry about it, I don’t want you to think about it too much we need to deal with this a stage at a time. So, it wasn’t really… And I wasn’t really truly aware of exactly what was happening.” UK 1 | |
“And then it was just being provided with the information that was specific to me made a huge difference. So it wasn’t just like, oh, here’s a leaflet on whatever. It was like, here is your MRI. Let me show you what I mean by this. Let’s, you know. So it was the information about your own body and being given the options and having the time to actually discuss that and ask questions.” UK 4 | ||
“And I came home the next day, still not really knowing what they did, what they didn’t do, what the outcome is, etc. So, I was left a little bit in the dark…. They talk to you when you're still drugged up. When you come back around a day later and that, you can’t remember a thing, you can’t remember anything they said.” UK 9 | ||
“Yes, I'm having surgery and two months later a check-up appointment wasn't scheduled until two months later. How it was. Not until two months later.” NL 5 | ||
Information gathering by patient | “I mean I did Google a lot. I read a lot of papers so I know all my options. So actually I asked them can you offer the laser or…. and they said we just can’t do it. We don’t have those here locally. That’s it. That’s their answer.” UK 2 | |
“I think because if I hadn’t have been on the forums that I was on, I wouldn’t have known half of it and I do think if I’d have woken up suddenly with this seton and I would’ve felt very alone and I think I’d have been very scared. UK 10 | ||
Chronicity and complexity of condition | “But I remember saying to her at one point quite quickly how long before she sorts this out. And she looked at me and she said it could be years. And I was like, oh, okay, I never realised there was something a little bit more complicated involved.” UK 1 | |
Life impact | Impact on work | “I had to go to the doctor’s surgery all the time really so it stopped me going to work. I mean they were quite good about and I probably could have carried on. But I guess it was a trigger for me to leave, time’s up.” UK 3 |
“It’s not the fistula impacts the job that I’m doing. It’s like the indirect consequences because I wasn’t 100% myself and the work was a bit demanding so there was misunderstanding in the workplace because it’s something like invisible. Invisible disabilities most people don’t understand it. Most people have never even heard of this word, right? So people don’t really understand what it did.” UK 2 | ||
“…because I just happened to be at a job interview today, and I'm like, yes, what am I going to do now, I have to say I might get another operation? So I thought, no, I'll see if I get hired first. Those are things I find difficult” NL 10 | ||
Impact on daily living and activities | “I had to be always very careful because of this discharge. I have to have some pads all the time and to be careful about how at work, not to be visible. And a lot of stuff, also to have all the time chance to go to the toilet. It was very tiring so I can take care of myself also in this way. It’s pretty difficult, I could say.” UK 5 | |
“It's what I say, you often don't dare to go away too long, because if I have stools then I also have to see that I clean that wound immediately, that there is no dirt in it, so it really affects my life I think.” NL 7 | ||
“And day-to-day activities were quite challenging, like sitting for any kind of period of time was painful, driving, walking to an extent. But it seemed to kind of change every day. So it was quite a different thing. Some days it would be fine and other days it would be insanely painful. So it was quite a strange kind of scenario.” UK 4 | ||
“You can't sit properly. You can't walk far. Your side doesn't work, you can't. So that has quite an impact. And when it pops open, the junk that comes out of there, yes, he'd be walking around with sanitary pads for a few months.” NL 5 | ||
Impact on relationships and intimacy | “I’m lucky I have a very understanding group of friends, very understanding family. So they have actually been incredibly supportive and completely understand if I’ve cancelled something or if I’ve said whatever, which again I can imagine might not be the case for everyone…. What I do think now is that I find the longer this goes on the less people care. I know that sounds really awful. But I think, you know when something’s gone on for so long, it just kind of becomes… I suppose it becomes normal for them as well.” UK 4 | |
“And for me, our intimate relationship between us, I don’t like the fact that there's a bloody hole in the backside and a bloody thread hanging out it, do you know what I mean? It’s just quite off putting. But for me, it’s a bit of a frigging turnoff myself. And you got a flaming 4 × 4 bit of gauze stuck to your bottom. It’s a bit of a passion killer.” UK 9 | ||
Impact of treatment | “The worst part, the most traumatic part for me has been especially those first few years has been the going to and from for daily dressings. That was horrendous because it was just… It was painful; you had to psyche yourself up for it. It was time to get to the appointments was really difficult because nobody would come out because I’m young and able. But trying to get the bus to the… It's not easy.” UK 7 | |
“…so I can stand when I want to, but I don't always, because I've had surgery a number of times, [I can’t] control the exit, I'm not sure how else to say that. So the moment I think: I have to break wind, then I'm very afraid that I can't control that.” NL 10 | ||
Impact of seton | “I had quite a difficult illness and I was a little bit paranoid that is there a build-up, is there a build-up. Once the seton was in I suppose it did allay those fears because obviously daily you see pus coming out so you know it’s not building up as such. You know it’s making its way out. So, I suppose, yes, once the seton was in I probably was a little bit more psychologically comfortable or whatever, less paranoid that I was going to become ill.” UK 1 | |
“Because the seton sounds normal to a colorectal surgeon but to normal people who haven’t really been sick before that’s really a big thing. It’s like oh this is so terrible but I really wanted to get rid of that seton.” UK 2 | ||
“There was always something of caution, with the seton that it couldn't get out, or that I kept hooking in there with paper. I did, but that's an inconvenience for me.” NL 1 | ||
Psychological impact | “So I think there’s that mental side as well where it’s challenging when you’re in pain regularly. You don't know what it is. Nobody seems to be doing very much. No one seems to be able to help you. Nothing you take helps. So it feels a little bit hopeless. Yes, which is, yes, quite hard.” UK 4 | |
“I managed to have a normal life, to be honest. It’s just more psychologically damaging than physically…. It’s something you live with constantly. You need to change the… You know, like I have a little gauze or whatever; you need to change it. It’s discharging disgusting fluid that smells disgusting. It affects your sexual life. It also affects your everyday… Like that consciousness of having something open, like a wound open, near your vagina and near your anus is quite intimate, but you feel it’s there; it’s a constant reminder that you’re not well there.” UK 8 | ||
“Because, actually, the shock of then hearing I’ve just been through this quite traumatic process and now you’re telling me it hasn’t worked and I’m still where I was before except now, I still have an open wound was not great. Mentally, emotionally and, clearly, physically, I wasn’t in a great situation.” UK 4 | ||
“…whether it's completely gone. I don't have that certainty. And since they didn't find an opening last time, I'm afraid it's going to happen again. And I just haven't been helped after opening it.” NL 3 | ||
“It was also the psychological side of things and I think that’s completely under-taken. It’s not taken into consideration at all. Because I tried to get it through the NHS and they wouldn’t possible, really. Luckily, I can pay for a private one, but it’s not… you get very desperate. It does affect your life if you go through any difficult times. The fact that you have something discharging constantly, it’s quite awful.” UK 8 | ||
Treatment | Surgical decision-making | “I suppose I’m just getting my head round the fact that the risks are not that much worse than living with a seton. They are worse but they’re not significantly worse. I’m now thinking it’s worth the gamble. Because with the seton obviously I’m not going to accidentally break wind in a public place when I’m giving a meeting or something. And so I didn’t want to risk that. But now I’m just going to have to… I’ve got my head round the fact that if that happens I’m just going to have to say I’m sorry I’ve got a bit of a condition and I’ll just have to just take it on the chin.” UK 1 |
Frustration with healthcare system | “When we were going back in for dressing changes we kept saying he’s in a lot of pain, he’s got a temperature. And the registrar that was seeing us kept batting us away. And obviously at that point he was becoming really, really unwell. And so I think that maybe made the trust go a little bit.” UK 1 | |
“I know that obviously with Crohn’s and different sort of conditions they have specialist nurses and things and numbers that you can call for help and that but there’s absolutely nothing for this and I think the GPs in the nurses and GPs practices they don’t have a clue either because I’ve tried talking to them and yeah, it just that there’s so little known about it. Really little known.” UK 10 | ||
“I understand that this fistula stuff most of the colorectal surgeons they want something more challenging. They want sort of cancer. They don’t really put a lot of energy and effort in this because it’s not like my local colorectal surgeons they’re very good at doing the type of stuff that they want to do cancer.” UK 2 | ||
Aftercare | “But, that's where the second part follows. If you have surgery, there is virtually no aftercare… Look after such a procedure I personally think you have to go back every 14 days. To see how the wound is doing. This or that. But that's not going to happen. And that's a very big disadvantage.” NL 5 | |
“It’s all about the operation, it’s also about the aftercare, and that was completely left out with no… just dress the wound. Great, with what? And how, and expecting that the nurses will know how to do that. You know, we figure it out. We survived, but it was not ideal and I still wonder if the lack of knowledge would have affected my recovery. And after all, it was a failure.” UK 8 | ||
Goals of treatment/healing | “My normal now or what I’d like to achieve is that I would like to just not really have to think about it. I’d just like to be able to go and exercise without thinking about, oh, am I going to be in pain? Can I actually do that? I don’t want to feel limited. I want to be able to just do stuff without really having to think about it.” UK 4 | |
“Get rid of it, I want it gone, I want to be back to normal. I want a little scar left on my bum cheek, which I’ve got to look in a mirror to see, and hopefully never look at or feel again. To me you got a branch, a tract running through your bum cheek and I just want it…I’d like it healed, I’d like it gone. So, I’m not in any pain, I’ve not got a second hole that comes out of me that shouldn’t be there and certainly not living with threads hanging out of me and it healed, you know that’s what I’d like.” UK 9 |